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To Be Single Is To Suffer

from Lovesick Soul by Ryan O'Donovan

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There's nothing really to say about this first song that isn't stated in the lyrics, other than it was indeed (at least at the time) my real-life view on being single. The only other thing I'll say about it is that towards the end I referenced Escape From Fear from the previous album.

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What shit did I ever pull to deserve this
Where I roam like a ronin from Mount Fuji
Of all things that I've yearned for
This obsession has increased in potency
Once I thought a woman’s comfort was mundane
Only to grow into a man feeling hollow
Now I need a fucking exorcism
If not the right person for the morrow

What does being single mean?
To me it defines purgatory

And as I wallow in misery waiting to die
My disorder turns to insanity at an all-time high
I never wanted this future as a loner
To be single is to suffer

Where is this “somebody out there” people talk of
No feasible partner thinks I’m genuine
Despite not being a lowlife criminal
Their stomachs turn before a bond could ever begin
All the while I’m stuck in this ghost village
Where my generation fucks me off with their immaturity
All these indignities are so much
That in general I prefer female company

What does being single mean?
To me it defines purgatory

And as I wallow in misery waiting to die
My disorder turns to insanity at an all-time high
I never wanted this future as a loner
To be single is to suffer

Such torture, fracture, agony, anxiety...
I said no fucking more!

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from Lovesick Soul, released December 15, 2014

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Ryan O'Donovan Uckfield, UK

I am Ryan O'Donovan, a guitarist and vocalist based in Uckfield, East Sussex in England who is always out... to rock out.

Although I'm known primarily by the bands I play in, here is where I share/sell my solo work. Hope you like what you hear, and should you have anything to talk about, please contact me. I like interaction.
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